He left. Again.
Of course, he did. I'd been trying my level best to drive him away. Subtly as subtle could get, but I tried as hard as I could.
I still don't understand why he keeps coming back. What it is that I could possibly offer him.
All I see is the same person smoothly talking me into letting him stay for one more time, for one more chance. He talks of old times, gets me nostalgic. He talks of newer times, gets me hopeful. He promises to change, I believe him for the moment. He shows that he hasn't changed, I break inside. He keeps coming back. And I let him do it.
I wish I knew why I did that. And how to stop doing it. Till then, I'll have to devise new ways of driving him away. Again.
Of course, he did. I'd been trying my level best to drive him away. Subtly as subtle could get, but I tried as hard as I could.
I still don't understand why he keeps coming back. What it is that I could possibly offer him.
All I see is the same person smoothly talking me into letting him stay for one more time, for one more chance. He talks of old times, gets me nostalgic. He talks of newer times, gets me hopeful. He promises to change, I believe him for the moment. He shows that he hasn't changed, I break inside. He keeps coming back. And I let him do it.
I wish I knew why I did that. And how to stop doing it. Till then, I'll have to devise new ways of driving him away. Again.
Rhythmic... :)
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